Ultimate Dream (Part 2)

Mynn is tooooooo lazy to updating. Hehh :/ So, this is the sequel *ececehh* from my previous entry about my Ultimate Dream. So this is the Part 2. (Click here to read Part 1)

Mynn's Ultimate Dream:

2. Spend Money on Experiences

Want to buy happiness? Purchase an experiences. I bounded with these word. Seriously, spending money on experiences rather than material goods, leads us to more happiness. Before this, i often spend all my money on goods, prettty clothes, or kpop merchandise. At first, yeayy me so happy, i bought new clothes, and its pretty, and im pretty wearing it bla bla blaa and so on, but after a long time (not so long actually, a month enough) im getting bored with those things. Especially on clothes and beauty products. Moreover im not the type of person who disclipline on using products, so its wasted. Clothes? Gahh too many clothes in my wardrobe. I think half of them i never wear it or i just wore it once or twice only. Yeahh, wasted again.

So starting from this moment, i deciding to spend my money on experiences like travelling, eating out, or going to a concert. Out of these three list, i often eating out. I just loveddddd food more than anything else. So i dont mind spending a lot of money on food. Cz i think its worth kekeke (mengaku jelah ko tu kuat makan mynn). And going to concert, this dream, almost becomes real. This December! Tadaaaaa~~

me already bought the ticket :D 

since my bias Lee Jaejin and Choi Minhwan are located at the back of stage, 

i choose ISLAND ZONE so dat i can see my bias clearly and closely muehehehe ^^ 

Spending a lot of money on the ticket, many people said to me "you're wasting your money!" andd "thats a lot!!!" i was like, tskk tskk (while shaking head) "hell noooooooo im not wasting my money dude, once in a lifetime kot." K. Sweet answer i gave you. Not every year this band will perform here in Malaysia so i take this opportunity to fulfill one of my ultimate dream 'Spending Money on Experiences'. hahaha u see ya, i almost achieve one of my ultimate dream *big grin* :D 

And about travelling thingy, to be very very veryyyyy honest, i just want to travel one country. I think y'all already know. Yes it is. Hanguk! Hanguk is Korea. (Click here to read Top10 Place I Want to Visit in Korea) The main attraction there is my oppa, my future hubby, my fiance, my boyfriend, all of them are lives there. So i wish to go there, besides that i want to experience all the season there (since my country are summer throughout the year), i want to visit there on spring, autumn, winter, and also summer lah cz only on summer u can see oppa wearing sleeveless shirt or if you're lucky u can see oppa shirtless *nosebleed* K stop all this rubbish words mynn. Hehh :/ Arghhhh wishing hard to say this word one day "korea is my second home" proudly kekeke ^^ 

Okay, long entry again. I should stop now and i will continue with my 3rd (last) Ultimate Dream on my next post. I need my beauty sleep now, and tomorrows working, and keep chasing the dream ya! WEHUUUUU~~ *jumping to sky*

FILL YOUR LIFE WITH EXPERIENCES, NOT THINGS. 

HAVE STORIES TO TELL, NOT STUFF TO SHOW.

p/s: sorry for my bad english. english is not my mother language. if youre seeing grammatical error, just let it pass. kbai :p

Ultimate Dream (Part 1)

What's living for? For me, its all about achieving dream. Okay, to be honest i'm posting this after listening to Jaejin's composed song titled Falling Star and got idea to writing this.

What, what, what’re you dreaming?
Tell me everything you wanted, everything you forgot about, you’ll find it

What, what, what’re you dreaming?

Take it, will I be able to find it? The Neverland of fairy tales?

As much as I’ve grown taller, my dreams grew smaller

Oh by the way my Jaejinnie, I'm differ than yours. As much as i've grown taller (or the facts is i've never got taller anymore, grow older is correct lol), my dreams grew BIGGERRRR!!!! So here, my ultimate dream. The most things keep playing in my thought, sometimes i got sick of myself cz i always wondering is my dream will becomes true before i'm leaving this world? Somehow i think been dreaming too much is annoying, sickening, but that's life for. Achieving dream. Fighting for your dream. Reminder, whats i'm gonna say here is my real dream, not ridiculous dream like i always bragged a lot like "i want marrying bias!" 

Okayy, now i'm revealing my ultimate dream or goal in my life. There's only three. (Just three meh?) I think between this three things, if i manage to achieved only one of them, i'm grateful though.

Mynn's Ultimate Dream:

1.     Becoming a mom to pretty son :)

Special bond between mom and son. Ahhh i'm envying this. I dunno with myself tho y i'm so freakinly want a son, maybe as i grew older, the motherly instinct inside my body growing depth. Blame the hormone though! Kekeke ^^ When i see a young mother walking along with her pretty son, i think dat was the most beautiful sight ever! Holding hand, sometimes mom will carrying her son on her arm, or piggyback, the whining son asking for a new toys, ahhh when i'm gonna experience dat moment on my own, with my own son?! BUT, can i have son without husband? Hehh :/ I think having a husband is troublesome. Y'know mens nowadays *long sighhhhhh* Here the matters, how can i get a son if i dun have a husband? LOL big big biggggg question mark here. Maybe by adoption can work. Okay whatever it is, i must marrying someone and get a son. By the way its not like i dun want a daughter, i just think dat having a son is much more easier to take care of instead of daughter. Dun u think so? 

Andddd due to my (weird) obsession, i already have a name to put on my future son. HAHAHA i'm going to give my future son's name 'Luhan'. LOL Exo Luhan meh? *Yes, by hoping dat my son will cute as him kekeke* Muhammad Luhan, sounds great yeah? *Yet, still can't get off my life from bias* *slapped myself*

this is Luhan.

andddd this kid is known as Little Luhan. Luhan doppelganger!

same isnt it? i'm dying of their cuteness *ready to commit*

  

Okay i knew well dat becoming a mother is not easy task like u raise a pet or 'pou', just give them food and poured some love, its enough then for ur child. NOOOOO, its not easy as that. Becomes a mom, it means your child is a special gift for u, so u must loves your child (more than love your bias), disciplining your child like giving some rewards for their good behavior and punish them with loving heart, developing healthy routine for your child (teach them to be vegetarian!!!! LOL) and the most important and i think the hardest part raising a child is to help them build their character. Yesss, be a good role model to ur child. Hmphhh, can i? Sokeyy, i'm challenge myself!

So, what kind of mother Mynn's gonna be? Yeahh, a mom who gonna spend a lot of time with her son watching kpop, korean drama, anime, etc (JOKING). Hmphh, i think i'm gonna be a mom who cries like hell when my son getting married. Y'know wut i mean, i love my son sooooo much eventhough he still not exist HAHAHAHA XD 

i even updating this on facebook kekeke 

anddd here, of cz my son gonna be my fashion victim LOL

Mynn is blabbering too much here. K. But i'm not gonna stop, i still have another two ultimate dream to write. LOLOLOLOL But i think i will put it on next post. Stay tuned for the next Mynn's ultimate dream! Okay byeee!



p/s: So, what's your ultimate dream? Oh, btw FT Island songs, Falling Star, when i sing it, i changed the lyrics. I dun want catch a falling star, i want to catch falling Jaejin. mueheheh can eh?

Catch a falling Jaejin! 

Happy Update :D

Anyeongggg! Hey, i'm such in a good mood today (dats y im updating kekeke) Yeah, a bit tired after whole day working, but its okay. Just want to tell you, that i'm happy because i already got employed, and i'm going to ft island concert this december. YEAYYYY!!!!

Going to their concert, it means im gonna meet them. FOR REAL. Oh gawddd am i dreaming am i am i?? Okay, from now on, im just focusing on work to get money bcz their ticket concert is not cheap ya. Hehh :/ Maybe im going to spend half of my monthly salary just for their ticket price *sigh*. But sokey, once in a lifetime. Yeah, this is one of my dream. To seeing them performing live, and i think im going to burst my tears then. LOL 

Okay, i hope from now onward, everything goes smoothly until my lovely december comes. Do you know how much i love myself now? Ohh can't tell cz i love myself tooooo much and im going to take care of my body well. Im just wishing God giving me good health until then :) 

Oh wait, before im finishing my words, i just want to tell u some story. Ya, the insane of me. LOLOLOL :D After the official announcement of ft island will hold concert here, i kept talking with wall. HAHAHA i mean, ft island poster on my wall, next to my bed. Almost everytime before i sleep, i looked to oppa's poster and said "im going to meet u soon yeobo" (while pointing fingers/rubbing hand on poster/kiss the poster) Hehh :/ Its becomes habit now cz im too excited! kekeke ^^

Btw, have you listen to ft island new song, Memory? Mommyyyyy the song is soooooo demly addictive! Especially on the beginning of the song, when the piano instrument take place, i just love them. Until now i still can't believe that song was Lee Hongki's self-composed. Its good. Too good. Really good. Fuckin good! I thought that namja only knew how to painting his nails (LOL) i just can't.......he's composing that good? Hongki oppa, youre sure a something haa. Im going to give lee hongki kiss (on the poster) tonight as a rewards cz his song lighten my mood up even though that song is actually kind of sad song. Hehh :/ And another song like Falling Star, Try Again, Always With You, also self composed by members. Just listen to them, arasso?

K, i thought im just writing a short update, but it can't help when its come to my five treasure boys. Okay, i need to get my beauty sleep. Tomorrow's working. Bye! I love you Choi Jonghoon, Lee Hongki, Choi Minhwan, Lee Jaejin, Song Seunghyun! /kiss poster/

Jaljayoooo~

A bicycle :)

Last night, Kim Jonghyun tweet an essay. LOL 8 tweets in one night. Of course theres something dat he trying to say to us, and after i found the translation of his tweet, its about BICYCLE! His beloved bicycle! But one thing, I proud of him cz he know how to ride a bicycle now. Yeahh, before this he dunno to ride one though and i was like "he claimed himself as namja? he even dunno how to ride a bicycle!" and now, YES, he is namja is my eyes! (namja-male). Okay this is the translation of his tweets and its kind of amusing HAHAHAHA XD

1) I now know how to ride a bicycle. Even if the bike doesn't move the way I want it to... I bought a white bicycle a few days ago, had fun riding it, but the chain fell off because I fell. I put the bicycle on the side of the building because I wanted to fix it tomorrow, but someone stole it. The chain is broken.. I hope you ride it like that and fall keke.

2) Ah, and I bought a new bicycle today. The worker greeted me and said, "You were here a few days ago!". I wasn't thinking and I blurted, "I gave that one to my older sister! So I came to buy one for myself!" and lied. They probably recognize me now... I'm going to protect my bicycle this time for sure.

3) These few days made me want to read the book 'Bicycle Thief'. That thief probably had his story... Maybe he had a little sibling who wanted a bicycle... If you have a story, I'm going to cancel what I said about falling when you ride it. If you took it just because you were bored, fall. The tires even smell because I rode beneath the ginkgo tree. (grudge grudge)

4) The worker at the bicycle store, sorry. I lied because I was flustered. Please forgive me. Since I increased your sales... Sad...

5) Ah, and the bicycle I bought today is black. Men should buy black! I'm going to listen to G-Dragon's "Black" _(≥▽≤)/ What are these emoticons and why are they on my keyboard? (━▽━)/

6) Also, the white bicycle from before hurt my butt, but I figured it was the pain of growth and dealt with it. But the black one I bought today didn't hurt, so I was awed and asked my friend about it. He told me that saddle is a better one. That thief... I mean Mr. Thief... won't come again just to take the saddle, right...?...

7) said it's the SMP saddle... Whoever named it is pretty blunt. Anyone who hears will know it's good for men.
(T/N: SMP Saddles in Korea are called 'Prostate protection' saddles.)

8) The reason for the explosive tweeting is... Name my bicycle for me. Since he has a long history, relate it back to his history. You can connect it in many ways, right? Go go



Sooooooooo, the point of his tweets is, pls find a good name for the bicycle for him. LOL :D I dun have any idea, is it necessary to give your bicycle a name? Jjjongie u such a dumbass and dats y i love you. HAHAHAHAHAHA and i love the way u tweets, tells story to us. 


p/s: Anyway...................pls be safe! dinosaurs have short legs i hope you can reach the paddles comfortably kekeke

Hiatus Sebentar :)

Hello. Anyeong yeoreobun! :)

Okayy, im kinda sad right now. My precious laptop is broken i dunno wuts wrong with dat thing, i think my lappy is a tired from continuosly used, non-stop fangirling, twitter-addict, youtube-ing almost every night until dawn, sometimes i rewatch my fav k-drama and my new addict towards japanese drama, andddddd now everything gone. WELL DONE :) Now let it rest, or maybe just throw it away, get a job Mynn and buy new laptop!

Hmmphh, so wut im gonna write on this entry is i will having maybe a longgggg hiatus from this blog site. I wish my brain will not forgetting this blog password, k. To my lovely follower and visitors, i love you. Byeeee. See you soon with my ridiculous entry. kekeke ^^ /wave butt/

Ouhh, and here. My latest condition after 3month be unemployed. I'm grew fat tho, esp on face and arm, and thigh, and tummy, andddd all over place. kbye 

p/s: Currently i'm having real mental breakdown due to Key's Musical which is he's gonna have 30kissing scene (yeahh mouth to mouth kiss) and my pretty Luhan gave statement dat he's dun accept international marriage. Okayy, fine with those two brat. I hate youuu my pretty annoying sexy bias. asdfghjkl /finding new bias/ LALALALAAA~~

Isi Hati

Kadang-kadang apa yang kita nak tak selalunya kita dapat. One-sided-love. Ye, ini soal cinta. Normal lah umur remaja macam sekarang nie apa yang kita nak adalah cinta dan perhatian daripada seseorang yang kita sayang. Kasih sayang daripada seseorang. Tempat bermanja. Tapi apa yang aku nampak sekarang, kosong. Hati aku kosong. Yang ada cuma benci.

Kadang-kadang terasa dunia ni tak adil. Apa yang kita impikan semuanya tak tercapai. Sebab ianya mustahil. Apa yang kita angan-angankan selama ni, sia-sia. Orang cakap, jika mahu impian tu tercapai, mulakan dengan mimpi dan angan-angan. Aku mampu mengeluh dalam hati. Mungkin benar bagi sesetengah orang, tapi tidak bagi aku.

Kadang-kadang terasa diri ni kotor. Kotor dengan dosa-dosa yang lalu. Yang selalu menghantui aku, yang selalu mengundang perasaan betapa hinanya diri ini. Terasa diri ini tidak layak disayangi dan didampingi. Walaupun berkali cuba untuk buang perasaan tu, ye, manusia semua pernah melakukan kesilapan dan dosa, tapi hati ni masih tak mampu memaafkan diri.

Kadang-kadang terasa diri ini disisihkan. Aku tak punya sesiapa dalam dunia nie. Aku tak ada tempat untuk mengadu segala masalah yang melanda hati aku. Ye, aku tak seperti mereka, yang selalu mendapat pujian, yang selalu mendapat perhatian. Aku hanya mampu simpan perasaan dan melihat dari jauh, memandang iri hati. Dan kadang-kadang pedihnya mampu membuat aku menangis.

Kadang-kadang tertanya di dalam hati, apekah mereka ikhlas berkawan dengan aku? Sebagai kawan, mungkin tidak perlu aku meragui perkara sebegitu, tetapi hati ini sering tertanya sendiri. Aku bukan sesiapa, yang boleh kau banggakan sebagai teman. Tapi aku tidak cukup kuat untuk berdiri di dunia ini tanpa insan yang digelar sahabat.

Kadang-kadang terasa diri ini tidak layak hidup di muka bumi ini. Berkali cuba mengingatkan diri ini, bersyukur, kerana masih mampu bernafas. Ya Allah, apekah perasaan ini? Jangan biarkan aku terus hanyut sehingga melupakanMu disebabkan perasaan-perasaan bodoh yang sering membelenggu ini.

Terasa kekosongan. 




Yang benar,

Isi Hati.

Cute FanArt :D

Anyeong yeoreobun! :D

The most thing I loved about Shawols is their cute fan art! I dunno why they're so good on doodling till make me wanna eat those cute art *aummm!!!* and why i'm not good then? Hehh :/ I just knew how to doodle a cow afterall. Yes, a cow. Mooooo!!!

Okay, I know my doodling is bad. I'm not born to be an artists though. So today my photo update gonna be those cute fan art, credit all photo to their owner. Ohh bless the soul whoever make those cute fan art, I envying much your doodling skill! Btw, I love JongKey fan art the most :D

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And THISSSS!!! 

The cutest moment ever at airport :D Jonghyun-Onew-Minho human train. LOL Onew looked extremely happy and dorky. uhuhh, dats why sometimes i confused who's the real maknae in SHINee cz only in SHINee we could see the Leader act childish more than the maknae. kekeke ^^

And at the enddd the human train are crashed -______-

Kad Raya

Assalamualaikum :)

Okay, bangun je pagi-pagi (tengahari ekceli) aku dah dengar siren nenek aku membebel. Dia sebok suruh bangun, diketuk-ketuknya pintu bilik aku cakap ada surat untuk aku. Dengan malasnya aku bukak lah pintu bilik dan membelek sampul pos ekspress tersebut. Tengok alamat pengirim, tau dah nie mesti dari Princess Fyza sebab beberapa hari lepas dia ada mintak alamat rumah aku. 

Serius, bukan senang kot nak dapat kad raya sekarang nie. Semua ucapan raya sekarang pakai facebook je. Kalau dapat kad raya sekarang nie perghhh tak dapat digambarkan betapa tingginya 'value' sekeping kad raya tu lagi-lagi pengirimnya kawan baik aku.

Tersengih-sengih aku bila tengok kad raya tu ada gambar "Princess". Well, Fyza dengan title "Princess" dia tu mana penah tinggal. 

Kalau korang tanye siapa orang yang paling aku rindu sekarang nie, jawapan aku sudah semestinya Fyza Muhammad! My bestie poreber! Siyes rindu masa duduk sebilik dengan dia. Ada je cerita dia hari-hari. Walaupun 1 bilik kitorang duduk berdua je, rasa macam sepuluh orang ada dalam bilik tu kalau dia bercerita. Meriahh. Kurlass kau fyza. Paling seronok bila tiap-tiap malam dia bergayut dengan boyfriend dia, then bergaduh sebab bf dia nak pegi main bola. Time tu ayat femes dia yang hampir setiap malam keluar "Bie pilih sayang ke pilih bola?!!!" LOL hampir setiap malam jugaklah bf dia tu dalam dilema sebab nak kena jawab soalan puaka dia tu XD 

I miss youuuuu soooooo much fyza! Hope raya nanti dapatlah jumpe ko. tsk tsk tsk :'(

Lelaki Berusia?

Kenapa tiba-tiba aku buat entry pasal lelaki berusia? Okay, to be honest, dalam usia aku 21 tahun nie (dah nak masuk 22 pon tak lama lagi), dalam kepala aku dah sebok pikir nak cari suami. Nie nak cerita sikit la nie, makcik aku selalu pesan dengan aku macam nie 

"make sure umur kau 23/24 kau dah kawen eh". 

Aku memang rapat dengan makcik aku tu, memang everything aku prefer cerita dengan dia instead of my mom. Tak tahu kenapa, tapi aku lebih selesa dengan dia. Makcik aku tu still awal 30-an, dan dah ada anak 4 orang. Dia selalu advice aku, kawen awal-awal, dapat anak 2-3 orang, then after 30 stop gave birth. Jaga badan, bina kerjaya, bla bla blaa. So, nak dijadikan cerita makcik aku selalu marah aku sebab boyfriend aku sebelum nie semua umur lebih kurang aku. Kerjaya pon tak tetap, harta pon tak ada lagi, and lagi worst kalau si boyfriend masih study lagi. Memang aku kena bebel la dengan makcik aku tu. Kenape? Sebab dia cakap kalau bercinta dengan orang yang sebaya or umur lebih kurang nie, memang tak kemana lah. Ayat femes yang selalu keluar dari mulut dia 

"Kau sanggup tunggu dia habis belajar?" 

"Bila pakwe kau dah habis belajar kau sanggup nak tunggu dia nak cari kerja?" 

"Bila dia dah kerja kau sanggup nak tunggu dia kumpul duit masung minang kau?" 

"Kau ingat bila dia dah kerja dia takde keinginan lain ke selain kumpul duit utk kawen?" 

Mula-mula dengar makcik aku cakap macam tu kat aku, memang aku marah balik. Yelahh, dia sape nak cakap macam tu. "Kalau dah jodoh, tak kemane kan, kalau dah sayang seribu tahun pun sanggup tunggu" <=== Haa nie ayat femes aku membidas kata-kata makcik aku. 

Okay, dulu setiap kali makcik aku advice aku pasal benda nie, memang aku rebel gila ahh. Serius tak boleh terima. Dia suruh aku cari pakwe yang berusia. And i was like 

"Euwwww geli je orang tua, aku anak dara kot" 

Well, aku rasa semua anak dara pon akan pikir macam tu jugak kan. Tapi, setelah mengalami zaman bertukar-tukar pakwe, zaman dimana percintaan bertahun-tahun akhirnya kecundang semuanya, terdetik kat dalam hati nie. Mungkin betul apa yang makcik aku cakap selama nie, lelaki muda nie dia bukan serius mana pon dengan kita. Cakap kat mulut je konon nak jadikan kita yang halal, tapi effort dia ape? Pakai effort air liur je. Aku tak kata semua lelaki macam tu, aku maksudkan lelaki-lelaki yang pernah aku kenal (dengan harapan lelaki-lelaki kat luar sana tak hentam aku sebab aku memang nak hentam lelaki dalam entri nie pon hehehee) 

Firstly, aku nak cerita sikit lah pengalaman aku bercinta dengan pakwe yang umur hampir sebaya or dia tua setahun dua macam tu jelah. Korang tahu kan lelaki nie lambat sikit proses matang dia. Sebab tu aku tinggalkan semua pakwe-pakwe aku tu, sebab dorang tak matang (HAHAHA kejam kau mynn) Perangai macam budak-budak. Yang paling menyampah tu kalau macam gaduh sikit, then memang aku akan merajuk lama-lama, tak angkat call etc, bila dia dah give up pujuk, korang tau ape si pakwe tu buat? Dia text macam nie 

"Takpelah, doakan saya panjang umur & sihat selalu ye. Tiba-tiba kepala nie sakit pulak, mana tau esok lusa saya mati saya harap awak doakan saya :'(" 

Ini ape? Mintak simpati? HAHAHAHAHA buat aku makin menyampah adelah. Kadang-kadang ayat tu tak boleh blah. Ko nak mati ko punye pasal lah. Ape kena mengena dengan aku? Kan? Yang peliknya tu sebelum gaduh takde pulak sakit kepala dia tu? Asal gaduh je nanti mula lah cakap dia sakit lah, demam lah, rasa macam nak mati lah. Apehal? Dalam hati aku, "CHILDISH GILA".

Okay, itu pasal sikap mengada-ngada lelaki, yang aku nak cerita nie pulak pasal hormon dorang. Lelaki muda nie memang susah nak kawal hormon dorang. Ahh senang cerita nafsu dorang lah. Aku pernah terbaca satu fakta pasal lelaki kat dalam majalah, lelaki nie lebih cenderung memikirkan tentang seks dalam kepala diorang berbanding perkara lain. Okay, ini fakta eh. Lelaki jangan nak cuba menafikan. So, kalau bercinta dengan lelaki muda nie atau senang cerita lelaki baru nak naik,  korang paham-paham la ape yang dia nak kan? Okay, aku tanak cite panjang pasal nie. Berlainan pula dengan lelaki berusia nie, diorang lebih pandai kawal emosi, kawal perasaan, dan matang. Serius, aku pernah keluar dengan lelaki yang agak berusia nie, dan aku respek dia sangat-sangat. Even though we're sitting very close, he's never touching me. Okay, mungkin dia tu memang jenis lelaki baik non-pervert etc, ada jugak lelaki berusia nie makin tua makin gatal. Yang itu aku tak nak cerita lah. Okay, time dating dengan lelaki berusia nie, conversation kitorang mostly talk about experience, current issues, and advice words. Senang cerita macam daddy-daughter-talk. Kita pon respek je setiap butir apa yang keluar dari mulut dia. Cuba korang duduk semeja dengan pakwe korang yang sebaya tu, paling koman dia cerita pasal bekas makwe dia, cerita nak beli kereta macam nie, macam tu, itu belum dirty talk dia tu. Memang nak kena cili mulut tu. Well, bored huh?

Aku tanak cerita panjang tentang kelebihan pasangan lelaki berusia nie. Biarlah orang berpengalaman sendiri cerita. Aku suka blogwalking kat satu blog nie, dan baca kisah beliau (Klik utk baca Part 1) (Klik utk baca Part 2). Ye, beliau berkahwin dengan lelaki yang berusia! Dan bila aku baca kisah dia, hmm not bad jugak lelaki berusia nie. Semakin membuka mata dan hati aku untuk mencari lelaki berusia untuk dijadikan pasangan hidup aku. Well, sape lagi kalau bukan Fahrin Ahmad akuuuu. HAHAHAHA XD Jarak umur aku dan Fahrin 13 tahun, so abam Fahrin sayang, bila nak masuk minang Mynn? *buat muka comel*

Okay, sebenarnya ikut selera masing-masing lah. Mungkin ada yang selesa bersama lelaki sebaya, mungkin ada yang selesa dengan yang berusia. Takde masalah pon asalkan serasi, saling memahami. Seriously, aku dah tak pandang lelaki-lelaki 20-an nie, "SO NOT MY TASTE, GET OUT FROM MY SIGHT" *gaya gedik hahaha* So, kepada lelaki-lelaki di luar sana yang berumur 30++, salam perkenalan. hehh :D 

Sebelum aku tamatkan entry nie, aku nak share lah pesanan makcik aku. "Dalam kehidupan nie kita kena ada perancangan. Walaupun masih terasa diri tu masih muda lagi untuk pikir soal kawen, perancangan tu tetap kena ada supaya kita nampak goal kita masa depan nanti macam mana. Bila dah rancang, berdoa semoga semuanya dipermudahkan dan tawakal kepada Allah swt"


p/s: LELAKI BERUSIA NIE ROMANTIK TAW :D