Happy Update :D

Anyeongggg! Hey, i'm such in a good mood today (dats y im updating kekeke) Yeah, a bit tired after whole day working, but its okay. Just want to tell you, that i'm happy because i already got employed, and i'm going to ft island concert this december. YEAYYYY!!!!

Going to their concert, it means im gonna meet them. FOR REAL. Oh gawddd am i dreaming am i am i?? Okay, from now on, im just focusing on work to get money bcz their ticket concert is not cheap ya. Hehh :/ Maybe im going to spend half of my monthly salary just for their ticket price *sigh*. But sokey, once in a lifetime. Yeah, this is one of my dream. To seeing them performing live, and i think im going to burst my tears then. LOL 

Okay, i hope from now onward, everything goes smoothly until my lovely december comes. Do you know how much i love myself now? Ohh can't tell cz i love myself tooooo much and im going to take care of my body well. Im just wishing God giving me good health until then :) 

Oh wait, before im finishing my words, i just want to tell u some story. Ya, the insane of me. LOLOLOL :D After the official announcement of ft island will hold concert here, i kept talking with wall. HAHAHA i mean, ft island poster on my wall, next to my bed. Almost everytime before i sleep, i looked to oppa's poster and said "im going to meet u soon yeobo" (while pointing fingers/rubbing hand on poster/kiss the poster) Hehh :/ Its becomes habit now cz im too excited! kekeke ^^

Btw, have you listen to ft island new song, Memory? Mommyyyyy the song is soooooo demly addictive! Especially on the beginning of the song, when the piano instrument take place, i just love them. Until now i still can't believe that song was Lee Hongki's self-composed. Its good. Too good. Really good. Fuckin good! I thought that namja only knew how to painting his nails (LOL) i just can't.......he's composing that good? Hongki oppa, youre sure a something haa. Im going to give lee hongki kiss (on the poster) tonight as a rewards cz his song lighten my mood up even though that song is actually kind of sad song. Hehh :/ And another song like Falling Star, Try Again, Always With You, also self composed by members. Just listen to them, arasso?

K, i thought im just writing a short update, but it can't help when its come to my five treasure boys. Okay, i need to get my beauty sleep. Tomorrow's working. Bye! I love you Choi Jonghoon, Lee Hongki, Choi Minhwan, Lee Jaejin, Song Seunghyun! /kiss poster/

Jaljayoooo~

A bicycle :)

Last night, Kim Jonghyun tweet an essay. LOL 8 tweets in one night. Of course theres something dat he trying to say to us, and after i found the translation of his tweet, its about BICYCLE! His beloved bicycle! But one thing, I proud of him cz he know how to ride a bicycle now. Yeahh, before this he dunno to ride one though and i was like "he claimed himself as namja? he even dunno how to ride a bicycle!" and now, YES, he is namja is my eyes! (namja-male). Okay this is the translation of his tweets and its kind of amusing HAHAHAHA XD

1) I now know how to ride a bicycle. Even if the bike doesn't move the way I want it to... I bought a white bicycle a few days ago, had fun riding it, but the chain fell off because I fell. I put the bicycle on the side of the building because I wanted to fix it tomorrow, but someone stole it. The chain is broken.. I hope you ride it like that and fall keke.

2) Ah, and I bought a new bicycle today. The worker greeted me and said, "You were here a few days ago!". I wasn't thinking and I blurted, "I gave that one to my older sister! So I came to buy one for myself!" and lied. They probably recognize me now... I'm going to protect my bicycle this time for sure.

3) These few days made me want to read the book 'Bicycle Thief'. That thief probably had his story... Maybe he had a little sibling who wanted a bicycle... If you have a story, I'm going to cancel what I said about falling when you ride it. If you took it just because you were bored, fall. The tires even smell because I rode beneath the ginkgo tree. (grudge grudge)

4) The worker at the bicycle store, sorry. I lied because I was flustered. Please forgive me. Since I increased your sales... Sad...

5) Ah, and the bicycle I bought today is black. Men should buy black! I'm going to listen to G-Dragon's "Black" _(≥▽≤)/ What are these emoticons and why are they on my keyboard? (━▽━)/

6) Also, the white bicycle from before hurt my butt, but I figured it was the pain of growth and dealt with it. But the black one I bought today didn't hurt, so I was awed and asked my friend about it. He told me that saddle is a better one. That thief... I mean Mr. Thief... won't come again just to take the saddle, right...?...

7) said it's the SMP saddle... Whoever named it is pretty blunt. Anyone who hears will know it's good for men.
(T/N: SMP Saddles in Korea are called 'Prostate protection' saddles.)

8) The reason for the explosive tweeting is... Name my bicycle for me. Since he has a long history, relate it back to his history. You can connect it in many ways, right? Go go



Sooooooooo, the point of his tweets is, pls find a good name for the bicycle for him. LOL :D I dun have any idea, is it necessary to give your bicycle a name? Jjjongie u such a dumbass and dats y i love you. HAHAHAHAHAHA and i love the way u tweets, tells story to us. 


p/s: Anyway...................pls be safe! dinosaurs have short legs i hope you can reach the paddles comfortably kekeke

Hiatus Sebentar :)

Hello. Anyeong yeoreobun! :)

Okayy, im kinda sad right now. My precious laptop is broken i dunno wuts wrong with dat thing, i think my lappy is a tired from continuosly used, non-stop fangirling, twitter-addict, youtube-ing almost every night until dawn, sometimes i rewatch my fav k-drama and my new addict towards japanese drama, andddddd now everything gone. WELL DONE :) Now let it rest, or maybe just throw it away, get a job Mynn and buy new laptop!

Hmmphh, so wut im gonna write on this entry is i will having maybe a longgggg hiatus from this blog site. I wish my brain will not forgetting this blog password, k. To my lovely follower and visitors, i love you. Byeeee. See you soon with my ridiculous entry. kekeke ^^ /wave butt/

Ouhh, and here. My latest condition after 3month be unemployed. I'm grew fat tho, esp on face and arm, and thigh, and tummy, andddd all over place. kbye 

p/s: Currently i'm having real mental breakdown due to Key's Musical which is he's gonna have 30kissing scene (yeahh mouth to mouth kiss) and my pretty Luhan gave statement dat he's dun accept international marriage. Okayy, fine with those two brat. I hate youuu my pretty annoying sexy bias. asdfghjkl /finding new bias/ LALALALAAA~~

Isi Hati

Kadang-kadang apa yang kita nak tak selalunya kita dapat. One-sided-love. Ye, ini soal cinta. Normal lah umur remaja macam sekarang nie apa yang kita nak adalah cinta dan perhatian daripada seseorang yang kita sayang. Kasih sayang daripada seseorang. Tempat bermanja. Tapi apa yang aku nampak sekarang, kosong. Hati aku kosong. Yang ada cuma benci.

Kadang-kadang terasa dunia ni tak adil. Apa yang kita impikan semuanya tak tercapai. Sebab ianya mustahil. Apa yang kita angan-angankan selama ni, sia-sia. Orang cakap, jika mahu impian tu tercapai, mulakan dengan mimpi dan angan-angan. Aku mampu mengeluh dalam hati. Mungkin benar bagi sesetengah orang, tapi tidak bagi aku.

Kadang-kadang terasa diri ni kotor. Kotor dengan dosa-dosa yang lalu. Yang selalu menghantui aku, yang selalu mengundang perasaan betapa hinanya diri ini. Terasa diri ini tidak layak disayangi dan didampingi. Walaupun berkali cuba untuk buang perasaan tu, ye, manusia semua pernah melakukan kesilapan dan dosa, tapi hati ni masih tak mampu memaafkan diri.

Kadang-kadang terasa diri ini disisihkan. Aku tak punya sesiapa dalam dunia nie. Aku tak ada tempat untuk mengadu segala masalah yang melanda hati aku. Ye, aku tak seperti mereka, yang selalu mendapat pujian, yang selalu mendapat perhatian. Aku hanya mampu simpan perasaan dan melihat dari jauh, memandang iri hati. Dan kadang-kadang pedihnya mampu membuat aku menangis.

Kadang-kadang tertanya di dalam hati, apekah mereka ikhlas berkawan dengan aku? Sebagai kawan, mungkin tidak perlu aku meragui perkara sebegitu, tetapi hati ini sering tertanya sendiri. Aku bukan sesiapa, yang boleh kau banggakan sebagai teman. Tapi aku tidak cukup kuat untuk berdiri di dunia ini tanpa insan yang digelar sahabat.

Kadang-kadang terasa diri ini tidak layak hidup di muka bumi ini. Berkali cuba mengingatkan diri ini, bersyukur, kerana masih mampu bernafas. Ya Allah, apekah perasaan ini? Jangan biarkan aku terus hanyut sehingga melupakanMu disebabkan perasaan-perasaan bodoh yang sering membelenggu ini.

Terasa kekosongan. 




Yang benar,

Isi Hati.